Yoga vasishtha, Nirvana section II 88-93
Once upon a time when I was the pure sky of consciousness, in that sky of
consciousness arose the moonlight of awareness. I was then Brahman. I, the
Brahman meditated upon my own being, my own nature, with the cool
moonlight of awareness in the sky of consciousness that I was. During one
of these meditations upon my own pure, skylike, formless being, I noticed
a tiny sprout of will, called the will to creation. Just as a seed,
planted in a flowerpot, placed outside in the courtyard, begins to sprout
when the rains fall, so the rain of my attention, my concentration, fell
upon the seed of the will to create and the seed began to sprout. Just as
when, in deep sleep, the attention suddenly falls upon the seeds of
creativity, and there sprouts a dream (and when the attention is
withdrawn, the dream is folded back again and the person returns from
sleep to wakefulness), so I see this universe unfolding as a dream within
me, who am the sky of consciousness.
As this rain of attention, volition, fell on the will to create, I saw
within myself Earth. So with my attention, I permeated this Earth and I became
the islands, the mountains, the grass, the trees. I became the minerals,
the jewels, the gold and shining silver. Oh so many forests and trees,
branches and twigs became my hairs; my body was filled with jewels; my
body was ornamented with cities and villages and other habitations. I
having assumed the form of Earth was filled with rivers, forests, seas,
directions -- east, west, north, south. I became the one on whom so many
creatures roamed. The lilies bloomed on my body; the vines and creepers
grew on me; the rivers and lakes were in the hair roots of me -- all of
this network, consisting of duality, is in fact tranquil, nondual.
On this earth, I paid attention to the waters, and thereby through that
attention in the sky of consciousness I also became waters -- clear like
sapphire. Then I, in my body of waters, rose and became clouds and
gamboled in love-play with my wife, the lightning, becoming the taste of
all things in the universe. I became so diversified that in trillions of
creatures i became the essence of millions of their
taste buds. Such pleasure of being water was mine, but I do not believe
even that to be the experience of taste buds, but just this pure Self
assuming that particular form. With my water body, I have taken rides on
the chariot of winds, and in the clear lanes of the sky, I have roamed
like fragrance. Though I am the pure conscious being, in order to see what
the experience of being water is, within my own consciousness, I reduced
the degree of my totality of consciousness and experienced the
consciousness only of being water.
I became fires -- an illumination, a light, a brilliance: I became the
brilliance of the moon; I became the splendor that is in the sun; I became
the light that is in the stars; I became the warmth that is in the fires.
Because illumination consists predominantly of the quality of sattva, the
visibility of all things, therefore was my limbs. I became the father,
giving birth to the white, blue and rosy colors -- all of them that sleep
in the lap of their father, the light. With my illumination, I became the
mirror for my brides, the parts of the sky, the directions. I became the
power of the winds to remove the mists of the night. I was the life
essence of the moon, the sun and the fires. I became the color in gold, in
the emerald, in the ruby. With that power of illumination I became valor
in man, and in the rainy season I became the lightning. With my power of
brilliance I became the god Indra's weapon to split apart the heads of the
demons of darkness, and I became the courage in the heart of the lion. I
became the fearlessness in the limbs of the warrior in the battlefield,
the courage that can break through the strongest armor. Besides all this,
I was also in my form as the sun and I spread out my hands as rays and
grabbed the mountaintops on the earths of all the universes. Within that
illumination-form of mine this whole Earth, to me, looked like a tiny
village seen from a very high mountaintop.
When I took the form of the moon (as I was the illumination of the moon),
I became a lake filled with amrita, the drink of immortality. I was the
face of the beautiful lady called the Heavenly World. When I scattered
myself on Earth in the form of the moonlight, I was like the laughter of
the lady called Night. And I was a little candle, too, for all the human
beings walking around at night. In the form of fire I became conflagration
and burned forest upon forest. I created sounds that frightened many
creatures who scampered in the shade of those trees. But then I was also
the ritual fire who gathered sacrifices made by the people, and as such I
turned those sacrifices into finer essences and passed them on to the gods
of the subtler worlds. Sometimes I was in a blacksmith's shop, changing
the forms of iron into hammers; sometimes I was a mere spark. All of this
I have been my disciple.
With my attention passed on that will of creativity, I became the winds. I
made all the vines, creepers and leaves dance. I gathered the fragrances
of lilies, roses and other flowers and scattered them to the wide world; I
came into the parks full of freshness and carried their freshness to the
cities; I slept on the bed of clouds; I dried the sweat of the tired human
beings; I was the fragrance of the flower called the Sky. I was, as it
were, a twin brother to the sounds that arise in space. I became the
source of vitality moving and flowing in the limbs of all living beings,
carrying fluids in their arteries; I was the thief plundering the jewels
called the fragrances hidden deep inside the flowers. I had the power to
pick up the mountains from their roots and scatter them. Such a powerful
wind, too, I became! I turned water into ice, dried the mud, carried the
clouds, moved the blades of grass, wafted fragrances from here to there
and reduced the heat in the bodies of those who suffered.
In this form of earth, water, fire, air, I have lived in the bodies of
trees, and in the form of trees I have sent down roots to suck the
subtlest juices of food and moisture lying deep in the earth, and I have
tasted them. I have tasted the way the tree tastes that moisture deep in
the earth. I have lain about on the arctic snow. I have sun along with the
cranes in the lotus forests. Through my will the suns and the stars,
taking all kinds of colors, have dwelt in my body. In my awareness of
being the entire space of consciousness, I have gathered and worn the
seven worlds as that many bangles around my wrists. When I was this whole universe, the very deepest parts of earth were as
the soles of my feet, and the top of this earth was, as it were, my belly,
and the blue sky of earth was my forehead. And yet, in all of these
manifold forms, as I dwelt as the earth, as the water, as the fire, as the
space, as the illumination, as the entire universe, I have never for one
moment abandoned my true nature, my being pure consciousness.
I have taken
all of these forms just as the pure power of consciousness alone creates
all the cities in the dream. Yet the power of consciousness is not lost,
and that dream and those dream cities are merely a mode, merely a note in
the music of consciousness that has not thereby abandoned its nature of
being music. So all of this maya I have created, I have become. But I have
not changed thereby.
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